[ it's an admittance he doesn't exactly expect. ... and really, he does respect it for what it is. even when he speaks to justify his own actions. or capability for raw violence, he doesn't doubt from what leaks claims that he acts on similar impulses. the desire to survive. he supposes it was the same for everyone. the only difference was if people were pressed to that breaking point or not, or simply how accustomed they become to it.

looks like for the two of them, it seems like quite the amount. ] I would be more worried if you did count. [ as if it were such an activity to do so. hence, he gives a laugh, that despite the conversation, is oddly light. or perhaps, how dark this present topic is something that he was simply just used to. ]

That's not a bad approach. Unfortunately, that simply wasn't my lot in life. [ nor was it simply his style to let others fight his battles. they called him crazy and bloodthirsty, but who was it protecting their borders, really? not that he has any real complaints about what people thought of him. ] But, if you can avoid it, then maybe you won't have to increase that body count of yours.