[ what a rude disciple, asking such a question. he glares at mo ran, although the effect is ruined by the flush on his face.
there's one thing that mo ran doesn't bring up, which is a relief, and calms him enough that chu wanning can breathe a little easier. no one knew about those dreams, and as long as that stayed unknown, he can deal with the rest. (those dreams had been wild and shameful, and he would have been kicked out of the sect if anyone had ever found out about them, thinking such lascivious thoughts about his own disciple. but mo ran isn't turning away in disgust or hatred, so he's safe.)
the request is valid, and it secretly pleases him; he wouldn't want mo ran to be on his own here. doesn't want to be on his own, either. which is another shameful thing— he's strong enough to be on his own, he always had been, so why is it any different here? but then, this place does wreak havoc on his emotions. he hesitates for a moment, considering. ] I am— there will be— I don't— [ he just needs to say it, why is it so hard? ] I'm messy!
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[ what a rude disciple, asking such a question. he glares at mo ran, although the effect is ruined by the flush on his face.
there's one thing that mo ran doesn't bring up, which is a relief, and calms him enough that chu wanning can breathe a little easier. no one knew about those dreams, and as long as that stayed unknown, he can deal with the rest. (those dreams had been wild and shameful, and he would have been kicked out of the sect if anyone had ever found out about them, thinking such lascivious thoughts about his own disciple. but mo ran isn't turning away in disgust or hatred, so he's safe.)
the request is valid, and it secretly pleases him; he wouldn't want mo ran to be on his own here. doesn't want to be on his own, either. which is another shameful thing— he's strong enough to be on his own, he always had been, so why is it any different here? but then, this place does wreak havoc on his emotions. he hesitates for a moment, considering. ] I am— there will be— I don't— [ he just needs to say it, why is it so hard? ] I'm messy!
[ messy and a terrible housekeeper. ]